Breaking The Barriers 10

Breaking The Barriers

Part 10

Posted: February 15, 2008
Title: Breaking the Barriers
Author: Balrog

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A few days later, Glorfindel was stopped by Haldir in the library.

"Have you seen Legolas or Estel?" He asked the Noldor elf.

"No, I had hoped that their bonding had still been progressing. The last I saw of them was in Estel's quarters two days ago." Glorfindel did not like this. They looked at each other and raced over to the private bedroom.

Haldir knocked and asked, "Legolas, are you in there?" Haldir listened carefully then heard someone giggle.

"Well, does that answer your question?" Glorfindel asked.

"I guess it does." He looked at the warrior with a smile on his face.

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From inside the room Estel was tickling Legolas. They heard the knock and did not pay attention to it. They had not made love yet but they were having fun getting to know one another. They didn't care what day it was, they slept whenever they wanted. Nothing was going to happen to them as long as they stayed in Rivendell. All they wanted was to be together and have some fun. They even shed a few tears. Gilraen's passing, Legolas' mother dying. They had spent every waking moment talking. Estel beat Legolas many times at a game of chess. This put their minds into prospective. They were able to center their energy on something else other than themselves. They had to keep sanity in their lives so that each could live longer.

Every time they went to bed they could not muster up the courage to love each other. They would be found in each others arms and dream they were in the field where they met. They would be on the blanket touching each other but not making love. This felt right. Estel wanted to have fun. He did not want the responsibilities of being an adult yet. This was the one place that both felt safe. This kept up for twelve settings of the sun.

Estel woke up to a glorious morning. Beside him in bed was his love. He knew that they had to talk today because it was getting close to his begetting day, the day he would come of age. They would have to make love to each other before then. He looked into Legolas' eyes watching the love flow from them.

"Morning, my love." Estel brought his lips to Legolas' and brushed against them.

"Morning, ind nín. How do you fare this fine morning?" Legolas whispered. Looking into Estel's eyes, he knew that something was up. "What's the matter? Did something happen through the night?"

"Nothing happened. We have to talk." He slid out of bed and put on a robe. He paced the room.

"Since we have been together, I have enjoyed it. The embraces, kisses and lying beside each other has kept the pain away. But we must do what is expected of us. I have told you many times that I love you but you never return it. I have never heard you say it." He walked to the balcony door and opened the curtains. He ran his hands through his hair pulling it back. He turned to look at his elf.

Legolas slipped out of bed and put on his robe and joined him on the balcony. "Doesn't it show in the way I lay beside you, tenderly kiss your neck and hold you close when we sleep?"

"Yes, but I need to hear it. It makes a difference. We have to tell each other we love one another for this to work. If not we will never live a normal life." He turned and walked to the bed. "If you can't say it then we can't complete the process of our destinies. Until then, it might be too late. I seen it in your eyes. You can't hide it from me." He looked at the elf with a sad look on his face. He couldn't believe that he had actually listening to Glorfindel. He was telling Legolas everything that the Noldor elf told him.

"I have never experienced love before you, Estel." Tears were streaming down his face. "When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter. I feel safe and warm. When I smell you next to me, it makes my senses go wild. The more time we have spent together, I discover a little more about you. I can never get enough of you. Is that what love is about?"

"I think so," Estel said, "but I don't know. When I said 'I love you' that first time, I meant it. It was like someone tearing and breaking us apart. When I looked into your eyes, I knew even then. Now when I touch you, my feelings are grand. I didn't think that I would see you again. Then when you showed up in the garden, that was when my love for you was confirmed. The feel of your skin on mine, the way we cuddle, when we talk of ourselves, it's like my senses are going to burst forward. I just want to spend everyday with you for the rest of my life." He holds out his hand. "Melethron, take my hand. Let me show you what love is about. From a human, that is."

Legolas hesitated before he made his way to the bed. He stood before the man and looked in his eyes.

Estel brought the elf's hands to his lips and gave them a soft kiss. He just could not get enough of this elf. He was so intoxicating!

Legolas began to understand how he felt about this man. He was beautiful! He felt like flowers with soft petals. His scent was exhilarating! He then remembered his dream in the field. The feelings started there. Then he felt it! A passionate affection. Is this what it feels like? Then he experienced a heaviness in his chest. It wanted to burst forth. Looking at Estel, tears were streaming down his face.

"I feel the same way. I like when we're lying in bed side by side cuddling. It feels wonderful. I want to touch you all the time. I want to plant kisses on you forever." Legolas musters up the courage to say it. "Estel, I love you," he tenderly says. He felt this overwhelming feeling of running through a field of flowers with this man. He took this man by the face and kissed him deeply. "I now know what it feels like. I think I've known all along since the field in my dream."

"Yes. I do love you. I have since we first met." He took Legolas in his arms.

They kissed passionately until neither of them could breathe. Their tongues wrestled with one another bringing each of them to a higher passion. They seen the tender love in each other. Estel was running his hands up and down this elf's arms sending shivers. He had wanted this for so long.

Legolas slipped Estel's robe from his shoulders and it fell to the bed. The elf looked down to the chest of this young warrior. He noticed a few hairs at the nape of his neck. It seemed to get thicker the further it went down his chest. He runs his hands through Estel's hair and pushes it back out of his face. Somehow he never noticed the perfection of this man before him.

Estel took his love's robe off and it falls to the floor. He took his hand and scooted further onto the bed. Legolas crawled on the bed and kissed Estel deeply. Legolas pulled Estel to the pillow and a sigh of relief escaped each others lips. They were lying on their sides caressing each other. Somehow Estel needed to do this first.

Estel pushed Legolas to the bed and crawled above him. He took control over the situation. He can't seem to get enough of this elf. He gently kissed the nape of his neck and worked down his chest. It was as smooth as silk. Elves were a wonder when it came to their beauty. Taking his right hand, he circled the elf's nipple while claiming the other one with his mouth. He heard a moan of pleasure come from his bed partner. He then worked his way back up and placed a small kiss on the lobe of this elf. It sent the elf into a new dimension. Glorfindel said that this kiss puts an elf in surrender.

The kiss that was just planted on his earlobe, was sending Legolas almost over the edge. It was so intoxicating that his organ became hard so fast. He needed release.

"Do something my love. Please, I can't take this anymore." Legolas arched his back, pressing his member against Estel's leg.

Estel got the cream from the nightstand and opened it. They were to use a cream with healing properties until they were able to handle oil. Taking a generous amount in his fingers, he got between the elf's legs and sat on his hunches. He placed Legolas' legs on his shoulders and inserted one finger into the elf and watched Legolas' reaction.

Legolas did not mind the pain this time when Estel inserted one finger. It was a different sensation than when Haldir did it. This was his love this time not his teacher.

Estel leaned forward and placed a kiss on the elf's sensual lips. They felt like satin. He whispered, "I will not hurt you, meleth nín ( my love)." He nuzzled Legolas' neck and placed a kissed on the elf's ear as he inserted a second.

The elf arched his back. This sent Legolas into a new realm. The kiss was soft and pleasant. He could feel Estel licking the outer ridge that heightened his senses.

Estel rose and placed his hand on Legolas' chest and inserted a third finger. He heard a cry call out. Estel knew that he hit the right spot which meant the elf was ready. He pulled out his fingers and used the rest of the cream on himself,

When Legolas felt the fingers had left his body he let out a groan. Then he felt something else enter his body that felt different.

Estel took his organ and pulled on it to make it harder. He took it slow because of what Glorfindel taught him.

"If you don't be careful when inserting your member into an elf, you could do more damage than you possibly think. If not careful, you can kill them."

Estel entered Legolas a little at a time. He looked at Legolas each time he pushed himself inside. He seen a look of surprise in his love's eyes. Estel leaned down and planted little kisses on his face. Legolas grabbed Estel's face and returned the favor. He looked into the man's eyes.

"I trust you, melethron nín, (my lover)" Legolas whispered.

Estel went in and out slowly making sure he did not hurt his love. He also felt different. The sensations were overwhelming. It was hard for Estel to control himself. He felt like he needed to rush things but they had a lifetime together. He picked Legolas up from the bed and held him against his chest. The elf slowly slid down the shaft of his lover sending a cry of love from his throat. Estel knew that he hit the prostate. He wrapped his arms around this elf and deeply kissed him. He ran his fingers through the elf's hair. It was sensual and exhilarating.

Legolas felt his lover for the first time. It was fantastic. The sensation that entered him made him feel complete. He hit the spot that Haldir had and it sent a cry from him. He felt the kiss that Estel had given him. It felt like he was tearing and breaking down all the hate and fear and replacing it with love.

Estel placed his hands on Legolas's hips and started moving himself up and down slowly. It was sending shivers of passion through him. Legolas wrapped his legs around Estel tight. He needed to get at a certain angle so that the man's seed could be planted in the right place. He knew he was in position when Estel's penis hit the spot.

"I'm so close…" Legolas whispered.

"Wait for me, my love," Estel said when he took hold of Legolas penis and started stroking it.

Then their passion for one another exploded in a fiery chasm. They both cried out. Legolas couldn't hold on any longer and released himself between them. They fell to the bed in exhaustion.

"I have to stay in you for the first time, my love," Estel said. "Glorfindel said to so that my essence takes hold." He nudged himself into the elf's neck planting little kisses.

They stayed in each other's arms and feel asleep. Exhaustion overtook both of them.

Legolas awoke some time later. Estel was still in his arms. He kissed him lightly on the forehead, brushing back his hair. Estel stirred and looked up into Legolas' eyes. The essence took hold. There was a different look about this elf. His skin had a slight glow to it and his hair had a higher sheen. They cleaned themselves up and laid there, cuddling one another.

"How do you feel, melethron (lover)?" Estel asked.

"I'm fine. I could lie here for an eternity in your arms," Legolas answered. "My compassion for love is fulfilled. We will wait a few days for your communion. I need to gather strength for you. I now know what love feels like. Len melin (I love you)." He tested the words out.

"As I love you, melethron."

With that they slept.

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