Dawning Shame

Dawning Shame

Posted: August 2005
Title: Dawning Shame
Author: Alex
Type: RPS
Characters: David Wenham/Sean Bean
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I do not know these men and make NO claims that anything here is true.
Beta: Larian Elensar
Summary: Sean wakes with David and feels guilt and shame.
Author's Notes: This one was inspired by Thalassa's lovely manip of David and Sean.

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Sean rose from the bed and went to the window. He stared out as the world began to lighten and day began to dawn. He hadn't meant for this to happen. He hadn't before either, when they were filming.

But it had and now he felt like a heel.

He didn't love David. He never had but when he looked at him, he was lost.

"Come back to bed, Sean," David said from a few feet behind him.

"Sorry I woke you. I've always been an early riser."

"You didn't wake me. I was awake."

Sean turned around. David was rumpled and his eyes were swollen with sleep. Sean thought he looked delectable. He made his way to David. He took him in his arms and they walked back to the bed.

"You know, I shouldn't be here. We both know better than this."

David just smiled and lay back, beckoning to Sean.

"You make me forget myself, forget my obligations... everything."

David still said nothing.

Sean lay down almost on top of David.

"Don't you have anything at all to say?"

"Kiss me?" David smiled and Sean did just that, kissing him hungrily. Need rose in him as they kissed, intense and burning at it always was with the Australian.

"I shouldn't be doing this. You know I have... I am with..."

"Viggo," David finished for him.

Sean rolled off of him and lay on his back, staring at the ceiling.

"I don't know what I'm going to tell him. I... you are the only one who ever tempts me, the only one I can't seem to resist."

"I know you love him. You know I have no intentions of making problems for you two."

Sean laughed and looked at him. "You are a problem..."

David merely smiled again. Sean rolled back over on top of him and they didn't speak again for some time.

Later, Sean went back to the window. It was full day outside now. People were beginning to move about the streets in cars and on foot. The world was waking. He looked back at David who was asleep on his back.

He thought about Viggo and felt shame. Then he returned to the bed and woke David.

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THE END

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